Friday, June 18, 2010

untitled.....cause I didn't know what to title it..

Dear Company Girls...

it's the middle of the afternoon and my grandkids are here...their mom and dad went away over night for their anniversary....yes, their anniversary is the day before ours...last weekend we went away and they had some of our kids and this weekend it's our turn for childcare duty.

I almost didn't post today...my heart really wasn't into it but I've just sat down with my laptop after a busy morning of vacuuming, steam cleaning rugs and getting a lunch for the 4 grands and Maya and I. Maya is all done school and will be graduating on the 29th, so now she just has to find a job!

Emma has been going on for a couple of weeks now about leaving and going to live somewhere else....last night she told me that the guidance counsellor at school sent an email to a social worker to see about getting her into a group home. Why you say....because I'm too overprotective...I don't let her go shopping at the mall with a group because she hasn't any money and to me that spells shoplifting in huge letters....having experienced that before with two of my kids I don't really care to get another one of those phone calls again, I don't let her leave the house...well, I used to let her go for runs til we got angry phone calls from parents when she stopped at their house and asked them to sell her drugs....I don't let her go to her friends house...the same friend that has multiple facial piercings, black clothes and smokes drugs...although I have agreed to this child coming to our home..(the child always has excuses why she can't come) ...I don't let her go on the computer....well, since I checked the history a few times when she was allowed and she was visiting pornography, I kinda thought it wasn't such a good idea......

so, that's why she wants to leave....I'm too overprotective...and that's why I didn't want to post but than changed my mind when I sat down here and I decided to write....I guess I think of the company girls as some of my friends...I guess I just needed to unload...my mom keeps on saying she just wants it to be over.....I guess I feel the same way.

5 comments:

Alicia said...

I will be praying for you! ((((hugs)))) for the rough times and hard decisions!

joyceandnorm said...

Happy anniversary all around! =)

Sorry to hear about the dramatics that's occurring...both for you and for me (oh the joys of planning events with different personalities....).

Hang in there! Like Melody says, "Be patient, like in Abe and the Amazing Promise" (VeggieTales movie) =p

Erin said...

Thank you for sharing, and saying a prayer (well, sending lots of prayers your way.)

Socal said...

prayers for you and your family!!!! I know that God will see you through i

Forgetfulone said...

Not overprotective. Those are the hardest and most loving things to do - keeping them from getting themselves into trouble. Thinking of you.